Some untold stories.....

18 years past away,and now also i dont know y am i here..?? sometimes it happens..u dint know the motive of ur life and its not at all something which have to be given a deep thought for. Life slowly...gradually gives u reason to live. I dont know why people think that,they dont have anything to live for. Na jane hum life se intni ched chad ku kar lete hai ki fir jab mauka ata hai life se kuch lena ka....to humare sath ched chad ho jati hai. They say...we dont have passion for anything,i think passion is not created, its something u gt or gt passionate for only when u feel live doing that. Being passionate is not working fir a motive, its working without a motive. When motive and passion are mixed..its a lot of chaos. Jab aap koi kaam sirf islie karo bcz u want a solution or result for, its not at all ur passion.
#Chadda ji kehte hai...''tusi likhtey changey ho...par isse krne ka kya hai'' hahaha.....paji dil ko khushi milti hai...!! Thnku Mr. Chadda fr u swweet mssg..!
#Dimple asked..''should u start writing,i love it..but scope??'' ....dimple...agar kisi cheez se pyar karo na...to ye mat sochna..agey kya hoga....n this post is for all those jinhe ye lagta hai ki...sochkr apne pyar ko jeena pyar hai....pyar me kabhi dimag use hua hai dimple? Haha.....write.surely...bs..tabhi likhna jab man ho likhne ka...thnks fr d msg dear..!!

Finally....

After a long time ..lets crack it once again....thanks a lot naman sir...!! N soon it will b a grt day .....pack up...and lets strt..!! This is wat ur passion leads u to.....so..b ready guys...!! Its...with #naman sir #neha mam .....aah...m ready..!!18th one...!!cool....thnkewwwww!!!!! #special that call makes it more special neha mam...thnkeww...thanks a lot..!
So....in a hr...we r strtin with it.. Pack it allllll.....!!!!  :-) :-) :-)

Oho...mera kam bina atke ni chlta....mam postpone it soon...sorry but have to...!! Thnkeww naman sir ......so we'll aftr a short nap hehehe...due to some unavoidable reasons..sorry guys..bt have to wait..!!

SHOULD I CHANGE.....?????

I don't know ,why you don't like me...
I just know,that i can never let it be......

I always thought,u were,u are and always will be mine.....
But its was just a thought,....just a "thought"......

When u ignore me, i got hurt....
When u dint talked, i felt embarrassed.....
But for this i never blurt...
i always need u in my bad times...
huh!!....i wrote without rhymes...

My friends told me, u r not the one....
And i was mad for u..i needed u....

I always thought about my habits....
are they good or bad..
and always became sad,....
when i got to know....u deserved someone...much better...!!

and then came a thought...... SHOULD I CHANGE...??

For u ,i can...but is it right..??
I gave a thought to it....
I always wanted the one...
In my life, who can accept me as I am....!!

BUT FOR U.....SHOULD I CHANGE..??

I don't know,i can or not....!!
I just know,i can...but i will not....
Because what i know....LOve is accepted FoR what u R...not...fOr whAt u Cann..?
Can life..as it was...be again..??

                                         .........................SHOULD I CHANGE.....??

                                                                                                         --ANJAAN....

Thnks guys..

#Raman  ......thanks buddy..promise to give u..!!
#Sid ...booss...m ready.....jst a schedule to make....na ya i'll do it!!  :-) :-)
#Naman ...sorry for the content man....bt yes..promise to update it..:!!
#Riddhii ....hahaha ...loved it..so so so much.....wil surely update it....MkN....msg...b happy .....gd going lov u...ridhhii...
#Ajit ....ajit ji pakka....program hua to pakkka....
#Simmi .....it was nice reading ur msg simmi...thnks fr the love .....
#Nihit ....bhai i promise for that...and all the vry bst...!!
#Shilpi .....i agree and willl surely comply with ur notices....n thnku..!!
#Baljeet ....paji...punjabi weak hai yr...bs...twade naal ake..sikh leni hai sari....haha....aengey bhai...pakka...!!
#Shikha ji....it was nice listening u...thanks a lot mam...n yes i'll surely stick to ur notes..!!
#Vinod Sir.... surely sir....(yaha likhna pada) haha..sorry sirji....!!
#Piyush Ji.....Sir..thanks a lot..its grt .to b a part...n will surely try to coperate for the same..!!
#Nimi....Thanks nimi...it was nice to know that there are some great readrs who love to b a part..!! Lov u..nimi...
#Shubhi......arey pakka....ane de..bs..hahaha
#Nihal....yr punjab di gadya wich inna cha gae tusi....twada huqm....sar akhon pr....hahahhaa..thnks bro..
#Balan Prabhat....Thanks a lot sir...and will try to make something special ...for sure...thanks for the extended suppport...thnku...
#Surbhi Gupta....thanks surbhi..nd best of luckkk...
Guys...sorry jinhe reply na kr saka....will surely do it....Will surely reply u soon guys..love u all...and thanks alot .....
Contact:-- The same as before...!!
#Nimita.....ok..so now it officially public mam...haha..luv u ..my bessttt...my frnd..my swt swt heart.......And sorry..for the brk...
So finally nimita.....anjaan is backk :-) :-) :-) love u all....!!

Urs lovingllyyy.....
Anjaan.. :-)

RAPE.......
So i started with a topic, not just a topic a social issue which is such a worse thing...and continuosly "worsoning"........!!!!!
In India....wat rape is...??
Lets Now....feel shamefull...fr wat india is..!!
So..wat rape is..??

In recent decades, before February 3 2013, the Indian penal code defined rape under Article 375 as:

Rape. A man is said to commit "rape" who, except case hereinafter excepted, has sexual intercourse with a woman circumstances falling under any of the six following descriptions:-

First. –– Against her will.

Secondly. –– Without her consent.

Thirdly. –– With her consent, when her consent has been obtained by putting her or any person in whom she is interested in the under in fear of death or of hurt.

          Fourthly. –– With her consent, when the man knows that he is not her husband, and that her                   consent is given because she believes that he is another man to whom she is or believes herself           to be lawfully married.

Fifthly. –– With her consent, when, at the time of giving such consent, by reason of unsoundness of mind or intoxication or the administration by him personally or through another of any stupefying or unwholesome substance, she is unable to understand the nature and consequences of that to which she gives consent.

Sixthly. –– With or without her consent, when she is under sixteen years of age.

Explanation. –– Penetration is sufficient to constitute the sexual intercourse necessary to the offence of rape.

Exception. –– Sexual intercourse by a man with his own wife, the wife not being under fifteen years of age, is not rape.

Rape in India is the fourth most common crime against women in India. According to the National Crime Records Bureau 2013 annual report, 24,923 rape cases were reported across India in 2012. Out of these, 24,470 were committed by relative or neighbor; in other words, the victim knew the alleged rapist in 98 per cent of the cases.................

According to 2012 statistics, New Delhi has the highest number of rape-reports among Indian cities, while Jabalpur has the per capita incidence of reported rapes. Several rape cases in India received widespread media attention and triggered protests since 2012.This led the Government of India to reform its penal code for crimes of rape and sexual assault............

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ohkk...so now..let look n hook up to the political vIew..!!
http://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/india/Badaun-gang-rape-Akhilesh-targets-media-asks-why-UP-incidents-are-publicized-more/articleshow/36002853.cms

isNt that strange...our politicians are d biggst rapists.....so thats it fr today..!!!!!
                                                                                                                      6/24/2014...
                                                                                                                 -----Anjaan

Love....its being u in my life

Love...its not a term qhich can be defined...
Its a feeling...qhich just can be felt..
Ye shyad ek lamha hai..jise na jane ku humne ek kahani bana dia...
Ek ehsaas hai..jise sirf kuch log samjh pae...
Pyaar sath rehna nahi hai...pyar door rehkr bhi pyaar krna hai...
Aaj us ehssas ko na jane ku mai...smjh na saka..aur agr samjha bhi tha...to mehsoos na kr saka..
Aaj ek ajeeb si kashmakash si hai..smjhna nahi chta use shyad...life is something really unpredbhictable..its just that if u try to understand someone...u'll b left with no one...i ws told this bt the one...who gave again a reason to live,to enjoy,to b happpy..to live as what i am...who i ''thought'' would undrstand me...
Friendship...the essence...
I always thought that i dont have good frns...but now i have many.. But none..its something awkward i know but yes its true...
I always wanted someone..who could b there fr me...who could hlp me...could b there in my bad..but..huh..but thats life....
So..its something u cant predict of...
Kehtey zindagi bina dost adhoori si hai...par sach to ye hai..ki zindagi bina dosti adhoori hai...frnship is the essence of life...shayad aaj apne life k addhoorepan ka ek reason mil gaye..i got one..
Ek alag sa ehsaas hai...doubt hota hai. M i in love?? Nana yr....kavhi kabhi is word se hatred si honey lag jati hai..hehe pata nahi ku...
**the paragraph was edited by #anjaan**
Ok so we wre talking about love ...
Hr cheez me pyaar hai....hr lamhe me hr ehsaas me pyaar hai..bs intzaar hai to use pane ka...samjhne ka...uske wajood ko manne ka...ohh...i think m suffering from a pshycological disorder...agr tu ye sab padh rahi hogi...to mujhe maar dalegi i know...
Bs yahi kuch ese lavz,ehsaas,lamhe,incidences hai ki love...na honey wale ko bhi ho jata hai..n then...love story ban hi jati hai...Pr ek baat hai jo shayad hum log nahi smjhtey ki...zaroori nahi ki love story ka end humesha aisa ho ki ....humesha do love krne wale ek sath ho...insaan k sath honey se zyada accha hai...us pyar ka ehsaas ka hona...bht se aise examples hai...jo sathme kabhi na ho pae..lekin humesha sath the...laila majnoo...roneo juliet..n aur bhi bht....
I rememba i dialogue of  Mohabatein.....paar to vapas ho sakta hai..pr mohabbat ek baar hi hoti hai...n i just love it.....
Pyaar chahat h...to kabhi kahin...pyar..nafrat bhi h aur ye shayad sirf wahi lpg samjh paengey...who somehow loved someone...So agr apko koi sirf chahne se mil jata to,pyar ka kya maza...kisi ko pane ka majza ..use pane ki kashmkash me hai...
Kisi ki vo baat bht zyada yaad aa rhi h...."nafrat pyar ki peli seedhi hai" ...jst love u fr dis...
Lets turn upto.... LOVE ; AFFECTION; ADDICTION....
Ah...ye sunke kai log jan gae hongey ki in sabme kinna difference hai...n wat really the good thing about them is...love like,affection and addiction are tingled to each other such that if u want to seperate them u cant..really u cant..n (i know it)..
Today i learnt that..god always gives those people to ur life who deserves u...and actually its true....bcz i met someone...who not only hlps me in my bad...but is always there fr me...weneva i need her...Um...i know i m jst no one to u but what u r to me is just like i even cant describe..thnks a lot
To my right now there's a small ground with  huffy puffy bushes..have gardened ;a pole with a flag tied and what i am seeing is...those small kids..just amazing..Its a "shakha'' class going on here ..like ncc to these kids hehe...they play,they laugh,they learn,they jump,they crawl,they himp,they smile,they run etc etc and its a loving experience to see them play and love themselves like this. It appears as they are enjoying each and every second of there life, i rememba my childhood ; i too was like this only and i really miss that 'was'. I kniw life never changes itself the way u want..but...
TRUST....
This word matters the most..in everybody's life. Matters in my life too,but when someone doesnt trust you,the one for whome u can give ur everything...it hurts the most. And u feel like u were alone always,and u felt that there is someone wid u always..huh...it hurt it was a damn heart breaking feel....i trusted you and that qas my biggest mistake eva..u broke me allthrough..and i hate u....really..we have many misconceptions about us and our life. Wgenever we thonk we have someine with us ,the next moment there is no one lonely like us...but thats life. And its nothing to fear about becauae what life is...it defines u..a prologue crations..the actual one ia left fr the coming stance...
So,what i learnt in these days is , neva trust anybody...never ec
Xpect anything frm anyone..
Presence....
Kisi ka pass hona zroori nahi hai....zaroori to uska sath hona hai...
N aaj k time me to....there are many near u..but no one..with you.....
I'll neva frgt these days..love it...jst love it.....!!!!
Really...had a lot of fun..masti maza...all of d above free of tensions.,which i actually dont. That was really a memorable trip ,with all those i love more than anybody.
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Priority....
Finally m on dis topic. Actually mostly i think that priorities are somehow;someqhat some expevtations or a place ,special place actually which either u gove to somwonw..or someone expcts frm u dat.....
Aaj baithe yahi soch raha tha..ki life me hum logo ko place bht jaldi deddete hai..n dats really exclaiming...worth exclaiming..because sometime expectations are spoiled in such a manner..as in weneva u want to hv wid someone...u vant ..aftr u r broken...aur aisa hi kuch priorities k sath bhi hai...
Hum logo ko place to dete hai..sath me itni expectations bandh lete hai ki kabhi kabhi aisa lagta hai .....'was he/she worth it'...n i love it jab my near dear..says..'mai nahi de sakti kisi ko prioriteis' mat dena kabhi bhi kisi ko yr.... :-)
Mujhe kisi ne kaha...yr dekh teko zyada importance milti hai....u hv a good priority status..or..u r d first priority...i jst wanna say.....Life me hr baar ye zroori nahi..ki jo dikhe vo sach hi..kai baar vo jhuth hi sabse bada sach hota hai..jo sabke samne hota hai...
Vo sach ;jise ku hum kabhi jaan ni patey...aur agr jaan bhi jae..to janna nahi chahtey...Hum humesha unhi se umeede rakgtey hai ...jinkr lie hum kabhi koi umeed nahi the..Uts like...we expect alwats frm those,who neva expectd anything frm us...huh..n dats true.  ....bt wierd..
Priority,i rememba such incidences..jinse mujhe kabhi kabhilagta hai ki....ki yr..haaj sach...kash hum bhi kisi ke priority hotey..bt na hone k bht benifits hai....;-) u cn hurt the prson weneva u want...without any harm.. ;-)dat ws damn confusing..let me know if u gt that ......
Bt kuch bhi ho...i neva gt any fist priority frm anybody...(i once expctd.. ;-) :-P). ....
Some expectations u always tie....wid those u love..Is dat priority..??
Ah..dats something i dont want to convey.....
Loneliness....
Akelapan...loneliness...zindagi kitni alag ho jati hai kai baar. Humare paas itne log hotey hai,par ek bhi aisa nahi hhota jo apko apse zyada janta ho. Hum zindagi me sab kuch paa daktey hai..paisa power...pr pyar..its something ki haan...a true love is...nt possible....bt its a thought of mine only ki aajkal..love is fr sale...logo ko apne partners lpving se zyada rich chaiye,caring se zyada smart chaiye,aah dats something ki..logo k opinions alag alag hotey hai,nd i dont want to interfere or comment on anybodys' point of view. Aah mai apne track se hat gaya...lets comeback...
Sach kabhi kabhi akelapan apko itta akela kr deta hai..ki aap chahkr bhi kuch ni kr saktey. Kabhi kabhi lagta hai,ki ku why is so that diplomatially u hv many ..fr listening..but no one fr undrstanding. Shayad mere sath bhi aisa hi hai,its nt so ki mai apne akelepan k barey me likhna chahta hu,its jst ki kisi k question ka answer apne example se dena chata hu.... Roz vahi sochna,ki him akele hai,hume aur akela bana deta hai....aur yahi soch kavhi kabhi humare....last days me hume inna deprss krti hai..as it appears so that..huh..yr ab sab khatam. Bt nahi,i have seen many to strenghthen theur wills n walk ahead. Hum humesha unse naraz hotey hai jo hume chodhke chale jatey hai,shayad islie kuki humne unse kuch umeedey ralhi hoti hai,to kya unhone kaha tha hume umeede rakhne ko????
Soch...Thining...mentality...
I debated on this with many...on many occassions. And what i think is yes,it is something which has ti be thought of in times of need. Hum sochtey bht hai....
Sachi....kabhi log kya dekh rahey hai,to kabhi usne kya kaha? Usne hume dekha to nahi? Agr dekhlia hoga to? Vo kuch kahega to nahi? Huh...sach in sawalo k jawab khud se puchne me itne mushgool ho jatey hai,ki zindagi ki gehera to dekh hi nqhi patey...i know m gettin g a bit irritating...bt...koi na.....(to be continued ...)

I LEARNT A NEW THING....

LIFE ....aah....its something awesommeee....!!!! m too amazed how can  i write this..????And this is what i learnt..!!!

life never changes..person never changes its just the situations which change,,,,,,its just way of "liking " things..."all that happens mean somthing....nothing u do is ever insignificant"

Speaking Silence..!!!!

All alone,with a bit silence...
All alone with a bit innocense....
trying to conceal all the hidden treasures....
All the one's to which life giving its heal measures....

To be alone in this silent world..
That very noise in that silence...i behold...

the clock with its clicking....
For all that i did freaking...
wash my face again n again....
and now i know certain...!!

TIme with its own value..
Tealls its worth to me...
to just tell me...            "who are you??"
for one i should treat time...
                                  shrine....

In this all the nightly...
Happening with all fightly....
keeping with writing a passion...
to all my poetry ...i have an osculation...

those deep meanings.....
                                  which i too sometime......
tried to do "healing".......
                                  differentlt to me i got everytime..!!


for what i wrote....
                     can really i quote....
the late dark sky....
                      which one day...will surely cry..!!

For giving it a life.....
i always with me had a strife....
all the feels i tried to hide...
for what i wrote...i never lied...!!

yes these are my living....
for them,"to them"....i cant use "giving"...!!
to what i wrote was it fame..?? (it was never)
everytime with different reasons i came...!!


i started to write....
to give a life to "write.."....
i started to show...
to which i too...really din't know...!!


was it all a game..??
what really was my aim..??
i have a doubt for myself......(i dont know where m i goin)
where did i really dwelf???


creating a new style....
never for hostile.....
wrothe anything misleading...!!
for whatever i wrote...always i had a
                           key - holding!!

to give myself a new start....